i hate the feeling of falling in love

oh, dear god.

im falling in love again.

help me.

i dont want to feel it now.

maybe someday.

but im too strees right now.

why??

because im being jealousy,

because im being lazy,

because im being worry,
wasting my time,

because this feel is too negative.

but i love her right now.

i dont want lose her,

but i dont want her,

go aways peeps,

dont disturb her,

dont make her always wondering.

i just love her but its not the right time,

dont make me feel worrying,

i m dilemma