after a year update. different between last raya

selepas setahun xupdate blog. terasa nak update. raya tahun ni aku rasa syok sikit dr tahun lepas. tahun ni cuti kejap tapi dapat rase raya kot. tapi first day macam biasa, lepas sembahyang raya, makan pastu tido, raya second and third aku dah lupa aku buat apa. tp raya yg keempat raya dengan member2 semua. seperti reunion, walaupun rumah xbanyak yang pegi, tapi penat raya terasa. tapi syangnya itulah ending raya aku.. malam tu bersiap2 balik ke u. this is real life.

gelabah melabah lelabah sabah bhaa

cuti sudah habis!
mulelah ngelabah.
assignment xsiap.
balik u lambat.
esok kelas kene hantar assignment.
assignment macam sh**
bukan xnak buat tapi xreti.
tapi rase rase bukan xreti..
tapi data macam sh**
data error..
buat ikut step dah betul dah.
tapi kiraan mengarut jauh.
nak tanaye coursemate serba salah..
dah larut malam
nak buat esok xsempat.

xpelah berserah..
tapi hati tetap mengelabah.
takpelah.. tido dulu..
zzzZZZ


LAPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRR: SATU HARI XMAKAN

what a tiring day.

sumpah penat..
semalaman xtido..
pagi2 terus drive pegi seremban..
abang tunang.
pukul 9.30 siap semua terus gerak seremban.
dengan xtido semalaman packing barang nak balik u.
naseb baek jalan xjammed
tapi.
kene bawak slow sebab bertunda konvoi 5 bijik kereta dari bp..
penat uhh bawak slow.
dengan penat dan ngantuk.
aku maen bantai bawak laju
tanpa menghiraukan saman sebab raya banyak speed trap
tanpa menghiraukan kereta2 lain konvoi..
tapi terpakse kene tunggu jugak konvoi.
pergh
penat bawak kereta bertunda2.
samapai diseremban lepak sebentar dirumah pakcik yg aku first time jumpe..
xpernah kenal sebelum ni..
tapi aku pasti itu sedara aku..
haha..
biaselah budak muda zaman sekarang mmg susah nak kenal sedara mara..
gerak ke rumah tunang abang aku pukul 2.30
samapi disana..
makanan terhidang.
dengan lapa
pergh makan rendang dan lemang..
agak jakun jugaklah jumpa rendang dan lemang.
biaselah orang johor makan ketupat dan lodeh sahaja..
sedap gile rendang rupenye..
ataupun aku tengah lapa..
haha..
rendang n9 aku rase terbaiklah..
dan lemang not bad walaupun dari kecik aku mmg xmakan lemang..
dah besar2 ni bantai jek sume.

semalam planning nak stay selangor tapi xjadi sebab banyak barang hantaran
kene bawak balik.
aku pon dengan hepi pulang ke batu pahat semula..
samapi dibatu pahat pukul 9.30
makan mee bandung makanan wajib orang johot dekat penambang.
syok gila..
lepas tu terus pegi open house rumah member.
stay makan open house walaupun rase xmacam open house raya sebab makan bbq.
balik2 open house terus pegi jamming..
malam last memang terbaik feel aku berjamming walaupun drummer acor kurang sikit
mungkin ada masalah peribadi..
xpe..
lepas tu lepak kedai tomyam sebab aida(kalau xsilap name) awek kaio nak mengidam nak makan tomyumgoong.
aku hanya minum milo ais sebab dah muak makan untuk hari ni..
lepak last cuti raya bersama member2 salim, kaio, acor dan khalis.
pastu balik terus on9..
walaupun penat tetap on9 sebab nanti dekat u internet macam shit..
kat u dah malas on9..

penat gilaaaaaaaah..
tapi agak syok jugak harini..
pagi ni lepas subuh gerak balik ke bangi.
aku terpakselah merempat mane2
sebab parent nak pegi penang nak hanta akak.
dan aku balik seorang diri..

okk,,,
aku penat gilaah

time is running out

cuti belom habis.
tapi besok seperti sudah habis.
besok pukul lapan pagi terus menuju ke seremban.
abang mahu bertunang.
ape boleh buat.
dah turn dye.
terpakselah ikut.
kalau xikut
nanti aku tunang xde orang nak ikut pulak.
sehabis abg aku tunang
parent stay kuala lumpur terus.
sebab leps tu nak anta akak pegi penang..
semua ni last minutes planning.
aku yang lelaki ni kenelah berdikari
terpakselah stay selayang, bangi or shah alam(xplan lg nak stay mane)
sebab nak balik isnin pagi.
xde orang nak hanta.
xpe..
aku dah biase.

kepade kawan2 kat bp.
kaio, kalis, acor, teddy dan rakan2 lain.
sori xdapat join beraye..
malam last xdapat nak lepak sebab aku packing barang
basuh baju sume..
xde mase..
ni pon maybe xtido sebab xde cukup mase.
sume last minutes planning ape pon serabut.
besok kene drive lg.
tp xpe.
panjang umur kite jumpe lg.

kaio, and acor..
nanti aku practice lg main bass pastu kite jemming lagi.
sorilah xpractice sebab xde mase mase.
lepas ni aku cuti sem sebulan.
tiap2 hari kite jemming.

n last gudbye bp

raya!!

what a boring raya.. haha
mule2 sekali..
bangun pagi pukul 8 pegi sembahyang raya,
lepas tu balik makan ketupat.
aktiviti wajib mase raye.
makan ngan family..
usha tv jap tgok drogba dan rooney.
pastu tido sampai pukul 1.00..
mesej member2 sume xlayan maybe sebab beraye kot.
pastu terpakse pegi exrumah atok ade function jumpe sedare mare..
pergh xtahan boring.
tapi boring dah dibayar dengan duit raye..
dapat rm 35 ringgit..
apelagi..
terus roger khalis ngan acor and kaio pegi square one..
karaoke, baru selesa..
puas karaoke lepak bp mol,
jalan2 usha giordano pastu xde bende best..
layankan cool blog and hot n roll.
saje sukahati makan lepak kat big apple tanpa beli donut.
pastu
makan jap..
sambung tido.
sedar2 pukul 10.30 acor kol ajak tgok wayang..
tgh mamai on aje tgok conan the barbarian
dengan kereta kelisa diblock oleh tenggiling fd besar abg aku terpakse
suruh faliq amek..
faliq amek lepak mamak terus masuk wayang...
usha citer conan yang badan macam aku..
agak syok..
nasib baik x berdukacita..
balik pusing2 bp cari tempat lepak..
semua penuh macam shit..
pastu patah balik lepak nsm.
order teh o tapi xsampai2
rase 4tahun kot baru sampai..
sume fedup terus balik..
balik2 xleyh tido..
bukak tv ade yuna..
ex awek aku..
ohhh..
layan jap..


what a boring raya..
naseb lah orang xde kampung..
sedare mare dah berpecah belah.
xmacam budak2 dulu..
main mercun..
nek basikal malam2
pusing2 kampung..
dah besar sikit rempit pusing2 kampung.
skang sume dah xmacam dulu..
nostalgia pon ade malam2 raye ni..
rindu time kecik2 dulu.
tapi xpe..
asalkan dapat duk rumah xfikir assignment.
task or presentation..
enjoy it even one second before turn back to prison life.

oooooooooook bye.

forget you

i m not too perfect for u

i m just ugly guy

i m just a simple guy with nothing.

i m just a geek.

i m not pious.

i m a loser

i m a creep

i m weirdo

i m mysterious

i m zero.

i m freak.

ook bye

tudung labuh girl.

i love tudung labuh girl.

huhu

i hate the feeling of falling in love

oh, dear god.

im falling in love again.

help me.

i dont want to feel it now.

maybe someday.

but im too strees right now.

why??

because im being jealousy,

because im being lazy,

because im being worry,
wasting my time,

because this feel is too negative.

but i love her right now.

i dont want lose her,

but i dont want her,

go aways peeps,

dont disturb her,

dont make her always wondering.

i just love her but its not the right time,

dont make me feel worrying,

i m dilemma

officially quitting smoking

enough damn cigarettes.

i spent a lot of money for u.

u dont have any benefit for me.

and make me worst.

now i officially quit smoking.

i smokes since 15.

now i m 20.

5 years smoking.

i think its enough.

my lung is too dark .

now i want have healthier life.

dear god, give me strength for not smoking again

the denegation of humanity

I was born into a hell
A living nightmare
My world is not real
My world is just fraud
I never saw the sky
Neither moon nor stars
A morbid world created of misery

I will never be free from fear
I'll never be free from tears
You took my chance to live a normal life
All these years, my life
Just lies

The denegation of humanity
A declaration of horror
No salvation for my soul
Desperation till the end of time
DESPERATION!!

You created an endless hell
A place where there's no hope left
I will never be free from fear
I'll never be free from tears
You took my chance to live a normal life
All these years, my life
Just lies

I wish all darkness would fade away
I wish the sun would shine all day
The denegation of humanity
A declaration of horror
No salvation for my soul
Desperation till the end of time

DESPERATION!!
DESPERATION!!

holiday. hell yeah.

ape macam cuti panjang? cuti sudah habis bro..
haha..
this first holiday feel like going out from prison.
im free.
i can do whatever i want.
jamming, watchin tv, playing game without limits.
drive car. go wherever i want.
but its only one week.
damn.

but assignment spoiled it.
group assignment.

one week only.
i m not gonna waste it.
appreciate it even one second.

new life..

new place, new life..
damn.. i dont know when i gonna love this place..
maybe someday.. i hope..
now, i still hate this place.
but i want live cheerful in here..
and dont want regret when i getting old.

ahh,..
maybe i just new in here..
but i dont want wait for happiness.
i want be happy every moment that i have.

study?
is it fun?
now i realize it was fun.
with friend, making new solution,
shared idea..

but, of course i miss home,.
miss my parent and siblings

unstable emo

damn..

another 3 days.

i'll leave this batu pahat rocks!

and live as a perantau..

bintulu?

i dont know how the fuck it is..

ahhh..

sad?

i dont think so.

ohh damn..

maybe lil bit..

i thought it cause by losing of man u

damn barcelona..

i gonna miss batu pahat damn so much!

reactivate..

t mills?

WHOS THE FUCK?

i dont really know but he is awesome!

im not hoppers but i like those kind of music.

feeling so high heard his songs.

i dont need drugs to get high.

try ucha sket..

skate rock fest

halo2.

rock n roll selagi masih muda.

31.12.2010 awesome.

walaupon pada mulenye mcm hek eleh.

tapi akhirnya sgt best.

petang dalam pukul 5 wa gerak dari selayang hardcore.

tiba dipehentian ampang gampang pukul 6 untuk mengambil kaio maio.

dan berhenti dibangi dalam pukul 6lebey untuk ambil ajim dan spako.

dan tiba di extreme park pukul 8.

first impression macam shit.

stage gune kayu dialas kapet dan khemah.

dan wa sampai tyme band skinhead maen.

xtau ar name ape.

xberape nak syok.

wa macam nak balik.

tunggu punya tunggu sampai pukul 10 lebey.

barulah band metalcore maen.

damn really teruja.

dimulakan band yg wa lyn iaitu the regiment.

headbanging sampai xingat dunia.

lepas tu disusuli dengan kids on the move

dan second combat.

headbanging and mosh skit2 sampai pancit.

band second combat ditangguh sebentar untuk countdown

dan reramai nyanyi lagu negaraku dan disusuli bunga api.

agak syok.

sebenarnya tujuan utama ialah untuk menunggu band

massacre conspiracy 'mc16'

wa berehat sebentar simpan tenaga untuk mc16.

mc16 sampai dalam pukul 1 lebey.

agak berbual sebab cakap nak men pukul 11.

damnn.

first wa tengok band mate diowg kecuali 'abang ash' vox diowg.

ingatkan abang ash xdtg sebab firdaus hashim dari band daarchlea dtg

sebab diowg sume angkatan keramat durjana.

ingatkan daus ganti ash.

rupenye daus lepak2 jek kat situ.

ash kuar lambat sikit.

damn.

sgt teruja.

lagu first diowg men wa xtahu lagu ape.

lagu baru kot.

lagu second diowg lagu bloodless.

lagu ni memang bermain difikiran.

wa all out tyme tuh.

scream mcm nak kuar anak tekak.

leher tergeliat headbanging.

penat macam sibai.

dan lepas tu wa terus balik menuju ke uptown untk makan sebab lapo

dan lepas tu balik lepak di ampang.

sekian

dibenci atau disayangi?

malam yang dingin membuatkan aku menulis,
sebagai seorang insan yang hina dimuka bumi ini aku sedar,
sesungguhnya tiada yang sempurna dimuka bumi,
aku memilih untuk dibenci daripada disayangi.
dibenci kerana aku adalah aku.
disayangi kerana aku bukan aku.
hiprokrit,
ayat yang amat jelas untuk digambarkan,
semua menyanjungi diri ini,
namun tiada siapa yang tahu disebaliknya.
perlukah itu?
perlukanh kita disanjungi tapi tiada apa yang disanjung?
perlukah kita disanjung keraa sesuatu yang tidak patut disanjung?
namun dibenci adalah jalan yang terbaik,
terbaik buat diri ini,
terbaik buat, masyarakat,
terbaik buat semua.
sesungguhnya aku memilih untuk dibenci dari disayangi.

guitar? awesome

i boring with my santa cruz semi acoustic guitar.
gibson les paul custom black and gold are pretty awesome.!
les paul? damn. so cool
Today’s Les Paul Custom is based on the model from the mid-1950s, but with several modern appointments. The body of the guitar is crafted with a hand-carved maple top, which is then fitted to a body made from a solid piece of mahogany with strategically routed holes to lessen the weight of the guitar, resulting in a Les Paul with enhanced acoustic qualities and improved resonance.
The 24 ¾-inch scale length neck is also made from one solid piece of mahogany then topped by a 22-fret ebony fingerboard outfitted with figured acrylic block inlays, and given Gibson’s traditional rounded profile.
The pickups are Gibson’s 490R in the neck position, which offers the tonal characteristics of the original PAFs, and the 498T in the bridge position, which swaps the 490R’s Alnico II magnet for an Alnico V, thus making it slightly hotter with emphasis on mid-ranges and highs.

Other appointments include Gibson’s legendary Nashville Tune-o-matic bridge and stopbar tailpiece, metal tulip tuners, multi-ply white and black binding on both the top and back, gold hardware, and a 1 11/16” nut width. The Les Paul Custom is available in Antique White, Ebony, Heritage Cherry Sun Burst, Wine Red and Silver Burst, and each guitar comes with the standard Gibson Custom case and certificate of authenticity

the price about rm 20 000

fender 65 twin reverb

This amp has seen action in every imaginable musical venue and continues its musical legacy today! Whether you play rock, jazz, country, or whatever, this is what a clean electric guitar sounds like! Or add an upside-down Stratocaster® guitar and a fuzz box ...

Our 85-watt (at 4 ohms) Vintage Reissue of the ’65 Twin Reverb features four 6L6 Groove Tube™ output tubes, four 12AX7 preamp tubes, two 12AT7 preamp tubes, two 12” 8-ohm Jensen® C-12K speakers, dual channels (normal and vibrato), Fender reverb, vibrato, two-button reverb and vibrato on-off footswitch, tilt-back legs, black textured vinyl covering and silver grille cloth.

Type: All Tube Amp

Output: 85 watts into 4 ohms

Ohms: 4 ohms

Speakers: 2-12" Jensen® C-12K, 8 ohm Speakers with Ceramic Magnets, p/n 0057146000

Channels: Two Channels (Normal and Vibrato)

Features: Reverb, Vibrato, 2-Button Footswitch, Tilt Back Legs, Baltic Birch Plywood Cabinet

Controls: Normal Channel: Bright Switch, Volume, Treble, Middle, Bass

Vibrato Channel: Bright Switch, Volume, Treble, Middle, Bass Reverb

Vibrato: Speed, Intensity

Covering: Black Textured Vinyl with Silver Grille Cloth

Tube Complement: 4 X 12AX7, 2 X 12AT7, 4 X 6L6, Solid State Rectifier

Cover: Uses cover p/n 0050250000, (Not Included)

Accessories: 2-Button Footswitch for Reverb and Vibrato On/Off, p/n 0994058000

Footswitch: Uses 2-Button Footswitch Accy. p/n 0994058000

Introduced: 1992

the price about rm 10 000,





but, i am not pro enough to play this stuff.
i think juz stick with my lovely santa cruz semi acoustic guitar

dream bike

my dream bike.
cbr 1000 rr
hope this bike will be mine.
185mph i think very fast for me.
damn cool.

chinta

kau hadir bila tiba waktunya
tidak diundang tak jua di pinta
walau ku lari namun kau tetap datang jua
keranamu chinta tak mampu menahannya
aku terus mencuba untukl lari dari chenta
kerana perit terasa sengsara tanpa kata kerana dusta

chinta kau luhurkan hati ini membuat segalanya indah
walau sesekali menjengah tiba oh chinta
terasa bahagia
hanya menunggu saat dan tika

aku akan terus melangkah walau tak perlu owh chinta
aku yakin akan agungnya setianya ceritera yang tiada akhirnya

chinta abadi chinta
chinta padanya
chinta satu

chinta selamanya


i think this first song that can attracted me to love the damn slow songs.
but i really love to heard it.

chinta- by loque (butterfingers)